Slips of the Tongue

oh yeahhh...

hi there oh forgotten blog!3rd attempt to get password and username right... cant be bothered anymore.

Is everyone xanga or what!!

Awake

Went to to bed at 1 in the morning... tossed and turned then awoke at 2.30. Had to do work. Cant get my mind of it. Finals on wendnesday and i havent even finalised my design.. needless to say whether or not i've started building my model or drawings. Sighhh.

After sketching and thinking, my design is finalised..... in my head that is.. and a couple of sketches. At least i have direction.

Now that my mind is awake with the help of milo, biscuits and snakes, i start thinking..a little too much. I came across a friends' site linked to other friends i grew up with but kinda distanced myself from them the last couple of years. Funny how we were brought up the same way in the same environment and yet still leading incredibly different lives... well at least i feel i'm leading a different life than they are. What is living life to the fullest?? What is the right way of life? Is there a right way? Should i do things a certain way and make specific choices? .... i know one thing though... I am stressed and i am weak.. and i need to strengthen my relationship with God.

Other than this.. i'm constantly bothered by certain things. what to do??? come clean? talk? ...sigh

Yuck

Hating this feeling... Stressed form work.. getting sick... blocked nose....... just YUCK.

Saw Star wars today with Vale and Steph...it was okay generally... some parts were sooo corny, especially the part where Anakin got like the whole makeover and found out his wife died... and all he went was.. NOOOOOO.. so lame.

Feeling sick and gotta do work.

Rye Trip

So okay... my first official entry.

For our 6 months anniversary, Kev planned a secret weekend getaway to Rye! *muah* . It was one of those weird weekends in Autumm with incredible weather with monday off! Bought a simsuit and all the summer gear and headed down. He had a really really nice bed and breakfast booked with this really nice couple John and Magaret and Magaret had our room done up to its last perfected detail.

So anyways... long story short.... Great weekend! Kinda ended badly cos on the last day, we planned to go swimming with the dolphins, with a forecast of 30 degrees and we got all ready went to the boat... suited up ... and sailed! I got sea sick.. bleh ..partly cos it was sooo cold and windy... puked my breakfastall over the boat... and there were NO DOLPHINS... the others went along and swam with seals while i was on the boat feeling at my worst with kev looking after me... I felt so bad that i ruined his plans of going swimming. : (

PHOTOS!!~~